November 1, 2012

So Close, Yet It Feels So Far...


Here I am, 36 Weeks pregnant, and the last 3 weeks have felt like the longest part of my pregnancy yet. I'm so grateful to be pregnant and be carrying my sweet, sweet baby girl, but honestly I'm exhausted these days. Wendy says it perfectly in the movie 'What to Expect When You're Expecting':

"I just wanted the glow-- the one that
 they promise you on the cover of magazines. 
Well I'm calling it: Pregnancy sucks! Making a human 
being is really hard, I have no control
over my body or my emotions. Gar-bear, I'm
sorry, all I want to do is punch you in the face..."

I feel like no one ever talks about how hard it is to be pregnant, hence my favorite part of this quote: "Making a human being is really hard"! I couldn't agree more...

I am just so anxious now to meet my little girl! I'm so excited to hold her and see what she looks like. I already know she's going to be a wild one cause that's how she is now. Last time we had an ultrasound the nurse even said, "Your baby is crazy!" That's expected though considering she has me for a mother and Zach for a father.
Even though pregnancy has been hard it has already been worth it: feeling her little movements, seeing her on the ultrasound, hearing her heartbeat. Everything is such an amazing experience and I would do it a hundred times over! Granted I haven't gone through the labor and delivery portion yet, but I know when all is said and done I will still feel the same. In so many ways I feel like I have been waiting for her my whole life. I love her so much and can't wait for her to come into our lives in the next month!

9 comments:

  1. ahhh I am loving this post so much right now . . . that part in the movie is so hilarious!! and so true! I told Adam that whenever I see a pregnant girl I think she is the cutest thing ever but I just don't think I have that same "pregnancy glow" haha, I'm so not cute. But you are definitely one of those girls I think wears pregnancy so well!! so whether you think it or not, you have a gorgeous glow:) I can't believe you are this close!! I am so excited to meet baby girl, she is going to be the cutest thing ever!! love ya kenz

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  2. Love this! So excited for you and can't wait to meet her!

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  3. I love this so much!! I obviously need to see this movie because it sounds hilarious. I can't wait to meet baby girl! It is amazing how much you can already love that little baby and you haven't even held them in your arms yet. I can't wait to see you guys and baby girl in December. She is going to be so cute. And, let's be honest we all love a little crazy.

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  4. congratulations kenz! we are so happy and thrilled for you and know you two will be the best parents. cant wait to meet the little one!

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  5. I am so excited for you! I can't believe you are having a baby. It seems so strange that all of you guys are having babies....man, I am way behind. Good luck with the delivery. I am sure your baby will be just as beautiful as you are Mack.

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  6. Love love love! I am so proud of you! You are glowing to me with that baby bump!!! Adorable!!! Keep it up you are so close!!!! Let me know if I can do anything!!! Love you!!!! And zach!

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